I'm planning to change my layout again, for good. hehehehehe. Holiday just started, and I've got tons to do. Having three awesome nights in a row at Amit's with sembahyang berjemaah and soon, at Nini's. Gonna update soon.

I just feel like I want to post something tonight. So, here I am. Look, I'm just trying to be as active as I can with blogging now. I have something to share for this one post!

I just figured out that I'm totally over Mustard now. How I know? When he was around, I felt like almost nothing. Well, I should've known that it'll be over soon since it was just little crush. I know nothing about Mustard. One thing for sure, and I'm really sure about this, that I can't mention it here 'cause 'someone might be reading' it. He's one of those people that are definitely different from others, and totally unpredictable! Enough.

I like this one chinese guy! Weeee. I've been studying at Maktab Duli since March and I just managed to see him today? Oh my god. I was in the library with SiiLian while waiting for Rafidah who was currently in the auditorium with her mother for the VIPs' appointment thingy. SiiLian asked me who was the chinese guy that just came into the library and with a very weak eyesight, I answered to SiiLian that he was not 'Hyun Hyok' (correct me if i'm wrong, raf. i don't know how does it spell :\).

The clock in the library showed that it was already 10+. So we, as in myself and SiiLian, went out from the library to search for her father. When I was standing near at the door, the chinese guy passed by me and I was like, 'oh my god, he is so cute!' That was seriously shit of me to be over excited. I put a big wide smile on my face while passing by him and keep on repeating the same sentences to SiiLian and she's annoyed by it. Like, everytime I passed by him.. I turned out to be like a crazy woman who just found treasures! BIG GRIN. I even smile all of the time while writing this. Hahahaha. I better stop.

Rafidah told me his name, I found out that he is Zati's computing mate and she doesn't really like him. Hehehe. I just like to see his face and, not that I want him to be mine. Na-ah, thank you. But I seriously have to change my reaction towards him if he's around, so that I won't be overeacted like this morning. This question came into my mind, 'I've never seen him before anywhere in Maktab Duli, how come ahh?' HAHAHA!

Today was the VIPs' Day! My appointment started at 8 o'clock in the morning and it was supposed to end at 8 40. But then it ended up earlier before that! I went to see all of my subject tutor for Geography, Physics, Maths and lastly General Paper. For Geography, Maths and GP.. all of the comments must had included this sentence 'she's quiet in class and a bit shy..' -_-" but when it came to Physics, Mr. Ang ended the comment like this, '...your daughter is not shy AT ALL.' hahahaha. Overall, I'm giving 5 BIG STARS for Physics.

All I can say here is that, Mr. Ang is the first teacher ever who gives me inspirations and interests more towards Physics. In my report, his comments are the longest one. Hahaha. He just admitted how dissappointed he was to see me getting a D for Physics. Aww. All of his comments are superb! I still can hear every single compliments from him in my ears. I can't deny that I was touched hearing those words from him 'cause usually, he'll only talk about Physics and all he knows is to tease or bully me. Nyeh. He rarely talk such things like that, he just showed me how he really care about me and the rest of my Physics mates. Thank You, Sir!

I was just planning to make a short post, but didn't expect it to be this long. Hahahaha. This is what I feel and think. I'm not planning to have a short-sad-dull goodbye before this coming school holiday.

Hello. I wanted to post something since last wednesday, but keep on postponing it due to laziness. Tons to share, but not all of it are worth mentioning here and only some can be shared. Get it?

I feel empty and I don't know why. Mood swings as times changes. Having so much to think. Still picking and choosing the best date ever to reunite back with those childhood friends from IQRA Primary School. Hopefully, it'll be a success. People changes and I'm afraid to face any posibilities that might takes place. Looking forward - to see all of the Einsteins without no one's missing this time, times to spend with Nira, movies with them siblings, more times with good-closed-friends ; Rafidah, SiiLian, Izzati, Fatin, Wardatun, etc. in Maktab Duli, schedule for the Geography Field Trip's Presentation and we're trying our best to complete it before this coming school holiday. I'm mixing everything in just a paragraph and I have no idea on what I'm actually talking about here. I don't have the guts to show everything, so I still keep on pretending and smile like there's nothing going on.